smoph197
02-08-07, 10:23 pm
i got a problem brothers...i have a banged up knee, and its sore as hell. but i cant seem to let myself rest. take for instance today, i was supposed to take the day off and rest it up for the sake of my knee. and nah, i got my ass up, this is what i text my girl right before i went to go run
"maybe i need to rest...but the more i think about it...the more i know i cant. My opponents? They got a headstart. Shit. Right now they are getting ready for nationals...me? Im about to go run, and pound my body with iron. I cant rest."
I sounded driven. But here is the thing, I couldnt run. One lap into a mile and my knee could no longer take the pounding...I felt like I could keep on running, but I just couldnt. This little voice inside me does not want to let me rest, I have put in so much, I dont want to stop the momentum. I came back home and lifted, and lifted, and lifted till I could no more. Endless amounts of reps. And yes, I even tried to do speed steps on bricks. That didnt work...
My point is this...I know I have to rest...but I just cant bring myself to do so. The more I rest, the more I feel I am getting beat mentally. Help me out brothers, help me look at this in a positive light...
"maybe i need to rest...but the more i think about it...the more i know i cant. My opponents? They got a headstart. Shit. Right now they are getting ready for nationals...me? Im about to go run, and pound my body with iron. I cant rest."
I sounded driven. But here is the thing, I couldnt run. One lap into a mile and my knee could no longer take the pounding...I felt like I could keep on running, but I just couldnt. This little voice inside me does not want to let me rest, I have put in so much, I dont want to stop the momentum. I came back home and lifted, and lifted, and lifted till I could no more. Endless amounts of reps. And yes, I even tried to do speed steps on bricks. That didnt work...
My point is this...I know I have to rest...but I just cant bring myself to do so. The more I rest, the more I feel I am getting beat mentally. Help me out brothers, help me look at this in a positive light...