USMCDI
03-31-10, 3:38 am
I was at the gym the other day finishing off a post meal. When this kid asked me when my next competition was. I was puzzled, I told him I dont compete. He looked a little stunned, then he smiles"ah i see you do it for the pussy". WTF, seriously this kid couldnt have been 16 years old. I just got up and walked away. Why is this concept so hard for people to fucking understand? Like theres a deep fucking meaning, why we put ourselves threw hell every damn day. I do it so I can face myself in the mirror every fucking morning. I could give a fuck about being on a stage somewhere or breaking some power record. I lift just to fucking lift. The feeling of barely racking that last set of heavy squats, when you were a mere fraction of a sec away from being crushed. Hobling around like a broke ass gimp for 3 days after your weekly leg session. Being jacked out your fucking mind after a insane balls to the wall hell session. Throwing up weight most motherfucker could only dream about moving. Fuck yeah thats why I do this to myself. I fucking eat, live, and love this shit. So I will never be a pro, never get an endorsement. But brothers I can tell you one thing, I will fucking have. And that is my pride. I along with so many others am nothing special. Just another crazy mother fucker who cant stand being stuck in the say fucking spot for the rest of his life. I am ever evolving, each day I dig deeper down into my soul. Venture a little farther into my own hell. With blood, sweat, and old fashion hard work. I rise again everyday to push that much harder, dig that much deeper. For I am the other guy, 1 soldier in the vast legion that is animal.