PrettyHateMachine
01-18-07, 10:49 pm
Brothers, this sight has given me the world and I have nothing to give back besides my daily devotion to check back to see if there is something new posted. Its always good to see there are more of us out there and thats what this forum brings.
I want to talk a bit about life, our journey, cause we each have a story. I was a 315 pound offesnive lineman coming into college. Got injured (3 herniated disks) so I had to lose some weight. I made a choice to start caring, more than caring, obsessing, making it my reason to wake up. I never thought I would reach the pinnacles of fitness that I have now a little less than three year later at 215 with roughly a little less than10% bodyfat standing 6'1
http://good-times.webshots.com/photo/1503597028066089678eeFvTg
http://good-times.webshots.com/photo/1400758602066089678FEmImC
regardless. The world as we know it. We are alone and we know it. And its a vain place. God how the world changes when you become something someone else admires. so heres what I hate.
I hate the women who will give me the time of day now.
I hate how people don't understand why I eat clean, and can't go drinking 4 times a week like a regular college student.
I hate how people dont understand why I walk around with a hoodup and headphone blastin, because I dont want to fuckin know how your winter break was jen.
Our lives are just different.
I woke up everyday thinking that I would never be good enough for someone else. With the reading I've done on this sight I realized to hell with them. Ill never be good enough for myself. and I can live with that because thats something I can battle everyday. Thats a gifts. To never be satisfied or complacent, rather than to be lacking in someone elses eyes.
I want to talk a bit about life, our journey, cause we each have a story. I was a 315 pound offesnive lineman coming into college. Got injured (3 herniated disks) so I had to lose some weight. I made a choice to start caring, more than caring, obsessing, making it my reason to wake up. I never thought I would reach the pinnacles of fitness that I have now a little less than three year later at 215 with roughly a little less than10% bodyfat standing 6'1
http://good-times.webshots.com/photo/1503597028066089678eeFvTg
http://good-times.webshots.com/photo/1400758602066089678FEmImC
regardless. The world as we know it. We are alone and we know it. And its a vain place. God how the world changes when you become something someone else admires. so heres what I hate.
I hate the women who will give me the time of day now.
I hate how people don't understand why I eat clean, and can't go drinking 4 times a week like a regular college student.
I hate how people dont understand why I walk around with a hoodup and headphone blastin, because I dont want to fuckin know how your winter break was jen.
Our lives are just different.
I woke up everyday thinking that I would never be good enough for someone else. With the reading I've done on this sight I realized to hell with them. Ill never be good enough for myself. and I can live with that because thats something I can battle everyday. Thats a gifts. To never be satisfied or complacent, rather than to be lacking in someone elses eyes.