Do you know when you know your big enough
Shall i tell you when you know your big enough... You won't feel need to wear a Stringer vest. You would need to wear your tight Animal t- shirt. Neither will you feel the need to cut the sleeves off, so it now sits mid way on biceps. This when you know your big enough. It's when you no longer feel the need to push out your chest and walk around stif and rigidly, like some robot that's carrying luggage. That's when you know yu big enough my friend. It's got jack shit to do with any scale or mirror.
Solution
A quick word from O, who sends is love.
"You don't have one muscle on your whole bitch made body. And your trying to instruct people on what the fuck to do. Fuck you...okay? I know that's not perfect, thats not even righteous but that's from me. That's from the bottom of my heart. A deepest sincerest fuck you. Fuck you. Your hidding underneath that T-shirt because you got body that looks like shit. But your the fucking expert. How dare you find fault with me. How dare you question me. What the fuck have you done? Yeah you been lifting for a few weak ass years, which were clearly spent in vain, because you look like shit. You can't even take your T-shirt off in your own home gym while I'm standing on the stage just wearing my posing trunks. Go on you tell me what your credentials are? You better have a piece paper as long as my arm or some worthless shit on a wall because your body doesn't testify to shit. How dare you sit there eating your mother fucking cheese cake, stuffing your little fat face when I'm hear on this step master, looking forward to rice cakes. How dare you sit there talking shit about me. How dare you question my love and devotion for this shit. How dare you. Sick, well, whatever. Snow, ice, hail, thunder, flood, hurricane, every natural disarster known to man, could not keep this natural disaster for taking ass and opening up one of his gyms. Yeah that's right mother fucker I said it, I'm a natural disaster. And you fault finding mother fuckers are even worse. A fault finding mother fucker has nothing better to do than to sit on his skinny fat ass and complain. And ironically there always the first to complain about pushing through the pain on the last rep. I could complain.. I could say that I've got a lot bone gone, I got a lot of shit I could sit on my ass and complain about why I can't go and open up one of my gyms. Because this is wrong, that's wrong, my joints hurt even though I got metal pins in all for limbs, my hearts too fucking big, I gotta take 7 different types of medication everyday, just to stay alive and prolong my days with my wife. I could complain mother fucker but i choose not to. I choose to get up at 4am in the cold, while these metal bolts in my limbs are still locked tight, and i open up my gyms. Everyday I do what I can do. Someone of guys man listen.. omg... Some of these woman out here there putting you men to shame. Because they ain't coming on here complaing talking about this shit. There coming in to my gyms and there getting this shit done. Some of these women are putting you bitch ass winers to shame. Brother listen you don't know how to do shit. You got that fake plastic sheriffs page besides your nick name what the old doesn't even know. You haven't got one muscle on your whole bitch made body. And you wanna jump on my friend here and who would absolutely demolish and demoralise your fake ass. You wanna try and instruct people on what the fuck to do. Fuck you.. okay? Fuck you. I know that's not perfect, thats not even righteous but that's from me. That's from the bottom of my heart. A deepest sincerest, fuck you. Fuck you."
Now thats Orthodox lol But hey don't shoot the messenger
I'm very sorry guys and my little friend now, N. Motti
Your guys I'm very sorry. I know it sounds childish but he did start this and I know his reason but he should not of directed his anger on me. For some odd strange stage reason N. Motti has a serious problem with my friend and mentor. From when I was on here. But the odd thing is O's never met or spoke to him or of him. Omg his way to busy. Infact he didn't even remember N. Motti. Why would he do you you know who O is? Omg but when I came on here to use my thread to document my thoughts towards my 2018 shows. You can see I explain all this in my first post. I asked that hi do not treat me like Orthodox and you give me a chance what you have as NYCdusty said Infact he was the first to welcome me and little Lou. But out of jobs where N. Motti comes on my thread and he just comes at me about Orthodox who as you know is my friend and mentor. You lot know what his done for me and continues to do. Can you imagine how I felt. Having the hear a total stranger to both nyself and O, talk about him lime that. I've never heard any one ever ever talk about O like that. Not because they fear him and if the stories are true (I don't get involved with that side of O) then you would trust me. But people don't out of respect. I don't quite know what happened when he was on but no one's told me on here instead they have just targeted me because of that. As far as I knew he had a great the ad but then some if the guys said that his presious and I ran presious, took over his thread and used it as a messenger service. I doubt she meant any offence just met new say but when it comes to them to omg there literally like this tornado of love. If your around them you just get swept in. I think that may have happened here. O loves you gut everyone at Animal. Even in the real world in his gyms his only selling your products and 5% nutrition. Which I'm gonna be honest now, because his only just come back and will be flying back every few weeks now to put flowers on his friends grave. O was very very close friends with the founder of 5% Nutrition. Rich Piana . O knows just about everyone and so to do they him. Rich was not just a friend he was O's business partner for may many years.
But N. Motti for some reason guys sorry boss Nix0r, sorry he hates him and neither of us have the faintest clue why? He ecen acussed me andcsaid im O lol how odd is that lol As far as I know O use to post about religion things is it? Sorry I'm not good with hat stuff. Up until last year I never believed there was a god but there be look how my life has changed.
Any way cause of my meal... I'm very very sorry an from now on I will leave N. Motti alone.im not a bully. He scared me and you Nix0r wasn't here to protect me so I think O did. I am sorry guys. Let's move now. Enjoy your evening
Solution
Its Orthodox guys... Public Apology
Whats sup Nix0r It's your man Orthodox aka It's time to pay the bill. I've got a bit of a problem here and I feel very embarrassed having to contact you regarding this problem, especially seeing as it concerns one of my own ex customers who was using my gym. He has now come forth first thing this morning and admitted what he has done and all I can do is apologies. I have never ever encountered such a problem, from any of my customers and all I can do is once again apologies for this individual and assure you that this problem has now been delt with and will not happen again. I have informed this persons next of kin who have promised me, that as of today he will be getting the necessary help needed. It's not for me to judge any of my customers. Infact, i am not even permitted to talk about a customer, being bound by the data and protection act over here in the UK. But nethetheless, I feel you all deserve an explanation if this situation even can be explained. I very confident however that all of the information that I am about to tell yourself is, 100% accurate as most of which was given to me by this very same customer involved. I don't need to say his name, I think it's self-evident as I am using his profile to contact yourself now.
After heaing his reasons over the phone and reading pretty much all the posts that this individual has written, I don't think I need to tell you how distressed I am. Personally, I don't know Wether to feel honoured or horrified. Either way a this needs to be sorted as God forbid my Yazmine should hear about this. Omg, that could be big big big problem for me.
Firstly let me going on the record on record by saying that I do in no way his individual in any person compacity. Infact, I know very little about him whatsoever, as he had only been a member of my gym for a little over a year now. Which he himself also states in his posts. This is probably the only piece of correct information given by himself. All other information which was posted on myself and my wife, is a combination of stuff which he has either heard from off of one of my customers or it's something he has observe while being in the gym. However a lot of the information which he has posted, I have been told and can workout for myself, is not real by any means and has been created using his imagination. All the posts which he posted off of his thread i believe are taken from YouTube videos which were made by my late friend Rich Piana. Like the 'Rice Diet' or '30 rep challenge' which are both ideas onlyRich and myself are crazy enough to think up and the attempt. I recognise alot of the information that he has used in these posts you see as Rich and myself are what you call 'idea people' which is probably why we got on so well when he was alive. One of his latest Posts were he claims I wrote it indirectly to certain forum members, which f
Of course is fantasy, is Infact taken from be of CT Fletcher's latest videos, 'A sincere fu*k you' I think it's titled. Why he has chosen this video to represent myself is not clear other than the fact that once again both CT and myself are also very close friends and have been for many years now.
I do not have 2 gyms. I have one. I would not want to two gyms. Infact I have been thinking about selling up because I want to spend more time, well all my time with my wife. Neither does she have a Ballet academy. I have offered in past to open one for her but her reason are the same as mine, she does not want to commit to anything which will consume her time where it will mean spending less time with myself. So no, I have no plans to open up a 3 gym above this imgainay Ballet academy. I have 1 gym which is more than enough to sustain me and my wifes lifestyle. My gym is a competition gym, probably one of the last in London but it is not called any of those names said to be by this individual. Probably because he may have anticipated someone googgling it maybe I don't know? Yes my gym is also filled with copetitors of all levels, ages, shapes and sizes but he was not one of them. And never to my knowing, has he ever competed. Without getting to personal, this individual did not have that level of physique. He did have a low body fat level but this was in truth, due to himself suggering from anorexia so his parents said, which was one of the reasons why his parents paid for him to join. He was not 26 but I believe after going through my records in sign up sheets etc, only 18 years of age. According to his parents, he has never had a gilfriend let alone famous fiance. Or a supplement deal but has instead always been someone who has struggled with mental health, pretty much all his life. They have never known him to have any friends and that he has always been a very unhappy young man with low selfesteem iusses. I personally spoke to his father in depth this morning and he has assured me that he was never in anyways mean to him, and that he had a very privaledged childhood, but sadly, he was badly bullied in school. Which resulted in them having to completely remove him for this school and instead provide him home tutoring. He was to his parents knowledge battling with many issues mentally and was also being treated for them. They then went on to say that he has been in an out of mental hospitals,and that he had been commit and sectioned under the mental act, 3 times in the space of him being at the gym. Which is very sad but would explain why he would disappear for months at a time. This is obviously why myself or non of my other staff members were able to pick up on any of this sooner. I asked my staff after getting of the phone to his parents and they did say that he was an extremely quite individual who kept himself to himself which in its self is not an obvious clue because many customers are like this. Like any gym you have some that are quite and train and you have others who do little training but more exercise with there lips should I say. Which once again is fine, providing they uphold the gyms conduct and paying of there membership, are free to do with the time as they will.
Look, I'm gonna have to wrap this up guys because I have a delivery due shorty. I would ask all of you to please understand that this is obviously a very young and troubled individual. It's very easy sometimes to make assumptions but we do not always know, neither can we always see the reason. I am just grteful that this is now over, for him and yourselves. I am more so grateful that his individual will niw get all the help he needs to get well and back to leaving a happy and fulfilled life. He is clearly just a very scared and confused young man and I can't help but feel like I have let him down. Therefore my hopes and prayers will always be for him to one day be reunited with his family.
Thanks guys and once again you have my apologies.
Journey Well