im strugglin you guys.. i know this isnt the place for anything like this but i need to encouragement and motivation you guys.. it just seems like lately everyone of my so called "good" friends have been treating me like shit for no appearent reason.. i'm kinda the small end of the group 5'4" and 135 pounds and i hate it.. it's so hard to constantly live a life being called short and mini me and midget.. my friends are just acting wierd to me putting me down calling me names excluding me.. and im always the nicest of the group i just dont get it.. im always the giver and always help them out but they treat me like shit for no reason.. and these are my good friends.. i've just been dun with it tonight was the worst of it to where they put me to tears.. and im a tough guy i just can't stand it... it just seems like everything i do is for nothing.. them calling me small as i bust my ass in the gym day in day out and my height is not under my control.. i just hate it.. and i know this isnt the place to vent out but i dont know anywere else to do it cuz its my best friends that are doing this to me.. Do any of you guys know why they would be doing this to me?? they only seem to do it when theres more then two or three of us guys hanging out and they seem to totally exclude me and make fun of me... it just seems like im going to the gym to get bigger so people wont make fun of me cuz im small :(:(i need some encouragement of advice on what to do...are they jealous of me? or do they just not like me? cuz it seems like in school or at the gym where best buddies but once we hang out for more then a few hours they seem to turn on me.. and ditch me to go party and get high or wasted.. which i dont wannt to do but i still like hanging out with people.. i just dont know what to do guys.. it's gotten to the point where i got all this built up anger inside of me and sometimes it releases to the wrong people like my parents.. it just seems like wen the nagging starts on me theres no way i could come back and stop it... i almost just wanna crawl up to a tiny hole that has food and weights and just live my life in there.. please guys i really need some advice or encouragement here :(:(