Hey,
So this is my Journey, that I half-assed started today just to see what it feels like, what the sweat, the push forward in your muscles, the air sucking journey.. That I have officially started!
I shall be posting here each one of my work outs, what I feel, emotionally, mentally and physically and how I feel I did on my training, my journey... It's, it's... It's begun! So here we go, today was just a test drive, you know... See what you can put out!
Sunday October 19th
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Today I went for a test run, you know.. See how much my body can put out, well I didn't do any weight training but I hopped on the elpitical machine today and went to Resistance level 2... Couldn't/wouldn't handle anything else, I tried. I was watching the clock go, feeling the fan spin and cool me off, feeling sweat just pour down my back... It actually felt good, I feel I have officially accomplished something. My main goal was for 10 minutes, I couldn't do it.. My body was giving up, I felt the muscles in my thighs and lower legs start to weaken, break down if you may.. I had no supplements today, just the hydroxy cut, a few cans of diet pop and that's about it... My legs felt so tight, I felt as if they were gonna colapse, give out, break if you may.. I'm not sure what I'm feeling, is this normal, does this mean that I'm loosing weight, I'm on the road to my goals?? I reached my five minutes, barely.. At that. I don't know whether to feel proud or to give up on this, I'm not gonna give up but I feel like a failure that I only got 5 minutes in on that damned machine!
Tomorrow, I'm hitting my home gym the hardest I ever hit. I'm hitting the diet the most proper that is possible, I'm starting my full force, sweat pouring, tear dropping, muscle pulling journey.. No matter the cost, the pain, the suffering or temptation I will accomplish my goals!! I'm going to do: 10 Minutes Eliptical Machine, 10 Sets, 10 reps on the bowflex free weights, 10 Sets @ 10 Reps on the Bowflex Home Gym and another 10 Minutes on the Eliptical Machine... Is this proper, will this work? Will this accomplis what I need?