hey guys...a rant with a question...
i used to like people...i used to be all about the whole being-liked thing too...i wanted everyone to get along with me and be my friend to at least a degree...but over the years i have realized that people really couldnt give two shits about the other person...in the 17 years ive been on this rock...i have yet to find ONE person aside from my mom that i could live without...i have yet to score myself ONE *MEANINGFUL* friend...the longest friendship i have ever been able to keep was about a year before being FUCKED in some way...shit-talk behind the back...getting beat up...or good people putting drugs as their priority in life...i cant respect my brother anymore because he himself is a nearly-dead fucking crack addict...
and what about women you ask?
same fucking shit; i have yet to meet one woman aside from my mom (lol im a mama's boy :P) that hasnt cheated on me, destroyed other friendships intentionally, lead me on, all that stupid shit that women are all about these days
all the adults say its my age...but i see little to no difference from them acting like fucking highschool kids...getting hammered when your 50 having a fucking house party? FUCK THAT SHIT. manipulating men for their money? FUCK. THAT...
anywho...im just rambling...
for my question... does anyone else out there feel they could do without people in their life?
sounds ludicrus i know...but i honestly feel like id be much happier alone out here...part of me believes that there are indeed good people out there...wherever the hell they are i most certainly have yet to meet one...
thank you, for tolerating my shit...ima go squat now...