Aight so I finally made it in to the right section with the help of Carpe Diem. I got somethin on my chest and I gotta let it out. Now I just got back from my home away from home (the gyM) and I usually dont train this late..Due to unforseen circumstances I had to. A reason for me not training this late is because the whole gym is packed to the motherfuckin' roof. Anyway Im blasting my back when this kid I know comes up to me. Now before we go further I gotta say that when I step into the gym I aint lookin for small talks. I know a few people there and I talk out of the gym..Not in it. Would you want to shoot shit with your buddies if you were in a war with bullets wizzing by your head? I didnt think so. And thats what it is to me. A FUCKIN WAR. So he comes up says I gained some decent weight so far over winter. With a quick thanks, ( I mean quick bro's), I started my 2nd set of seated rows. Right in the fuckin middle (bout 5th rep) he says somethin to me..CANT FUCKIN HEAR HIM!! All I hear is my heartbeat and the ringing in my ears. I finish and ask him to repeat what he said. "Take off your shit and do a pose down against me". Holy fuckin shit! I have half my workout done and I aint stoppin till I got fuckin wings for lats. so in a calm manner i said no thx bro i got nuthin to prove.. Now I may be larger than him, leaner than him, but that dont matter cuz there are way better bodies out there than mine (For now haha). What comes out of his mouth was the dumbest thing I heard sombody say to me at the gym. " What are you a Pussy?"..(oh and that word will be the centerpiece of my next entry).The only thing I said was "Your words fall on deaf ears bro". And that was that. I dont even think he heard me, n I can give a flying fuck less! But fellas that shit right there really brings me down. When you lift who do you do it for? your mom? Your dad? your girlfriend? Your dog? No. This torture is self inflicted on yourself. You do it for you. And I sure as shit dont do it for him. Like where was he going with this? Attempting to battle me on the same battlefield we need to be fighting together on? Its bullshit if ya ask me. Society is aginst us already. WE ARE THE FREAKSHOWS of this ball of rock and water we call Earth. So why call me a pussy? Take your shirt off and do a posedown against me..AGAINST ME..WTF man I aint against anybody in this lifestyle till my ass on that stage.
Haha bro the motherfuckin world is against me. Its against you to motherfucker!
And your either with me or AGAINST me.
Yo, I gotta get some shut eye. got wheels tomorrow and I aint stoppin till I vomit or pass the fuck out. quick shout out to Carpe Diem. Thx for gettin me over here. comments are welcome.
Later,
Delrok