figured i would start a thread just where i can spit some shit to everyone about my thoughts daily about our lifestyle
went to get the first part of the bloodwork started today...had to fast for 14 hrs for it..MAN did that suck.
i get to the hospital and they were asking me how i was doing...couldnt hear myself think over my stomach yelling at me....my mom took me to lunch...mistake for her..that cost her 35 bucks. i was hungry...
now i sit here and realize something else. im still hungry. i am hungry for our life. for our code..i am hungry in the sense that i cant get enough of this shit. i dont think ill ever be able to get enough of this...but i know that in order to grow your body needs rest as well...so i force myself to do just that...
they say that our life is a selfish one...i agree. this life is full of "i want's"...not the "need" but the want...the desire to be the baddest mother fucker on the block.
this place.....this is what i want. i love this life. Every day you have to remind yourself of the code....Strength and Honor....if you dont live your life by these 2 basic principles you can fail miserably....and you can fall flat on your ass.
i look at the weight sitting there on the bar....mocking me...trying to tell me that i cant do it..i dont have it in me...so i prove to it that i do in fact have it in me...and then some..
The weights are calling.....
time to answer
more to come.
Strength and Honor.