I really feel my purpose was to help others. If me getting over my bullshit problems can help even one person then I'm doing something right. And in not doing it for any one I'm just doing what I love. They told me if I didn't go back to the gym I could sue for so much more money and be set for life but then I would never of done the Olympia been on the cover of a huge magazine, of motivated others but not giving in when I was at my worst. No money is worth all that.