Depends on what the problem is . . . I'd continue to give it honest effort. Remember I said that you sucked at walking when you first started doing it and crawling seemed like a better idea because you could go faster that way and not fall down. But ask yourself which way you'd rather get from the grocery store to the car now? Crawling or walking upright? Keep practicing squat form with broomsticks at home, at the gym as part of your warm up no matter what you're training that day. You'll get it.
Here are some Rippetoe videos that MIGHT help you since you prefer to be more bent over. I think that's why the coach moved you to low bar, squat mornings as you call them are closest to low bar squatting.
Low Bar position http://youtu.be/g2tyOLvArw0So
Adding hip drive to your squat http://youtu.be/yha2XAc2qu8
At risk of sounding obnoxious, if God is testing you, you're not likely to pass until you improve your attitude towards adversity and obstacles. Venting is one thing but constantly talking yourself down is a self fulfilling prophecy. Eventually we talk ourselves into being what we keep saying we are. You've been saying how weak you are since stuff didn't work out with your deadlift and your lifts are going down. When I first started following you, you had an attitude of an overcomer, a conqueror and your training was going well. I challenge you to go three days without saying anything negative no matter what happens in training, school or anywhere else in your life.
I bet Ken wishes I never came to that gym and he's probably disappointed that I suck so bad and Im big for nothing. [/QUOTE] I think you'd lose that bet. Stay motivated!!!
This is my 420th post on here. If I were a weed smoker, I'd take it as a sign and celebrate. . .but I'm not so, I won't.