When i think about some of the obstacles that I've overcome to fuel my body with the solid food needed to build the body i have, it brings tears to my eyes. Some of the things that I've eaten...wow! And the manner in which i did it...OMG! Even now i think... How? How could i have overcome and got to this point? I was 9 stone now I'm 300 lbs. i gotta under eat ti not go above 300 because i suffer from heart problems, partly because I'm way over my genetic weight.
So yeah i realised how Was able to consume such amounts of food. Day after day, hour after hour. I realised It must not of been me eaten it! To jump from like 500 calories a day to 10,000, in the space of a year, most of which was clean, well- even now i cannot understand how i did such things? The truth is my friend.. It wasn't me eating! Well in theory, (in the physical as in my flesh) it was but.. I put to you that i had great Divine assistance from within. I was never a big eater. Especially, first thing in morning. I would stare into a bowl of egg whites for an hour before building up the courage to eat even one spoon. Same with the oatmeal. Even now after 20 years, i cant stand the two. The though of eating either just makes me feel sick. BUT I STILL DO!! Every morning i eat that shit. 12 egg whites (couple of yokes thrown in for their true value and flavour and one big ass bowl of oatmeal. I don't fuck around with measuring cups i just feel the bowl to the top that when i know its enough.
Point of post.. For the Hardgainer, YOU CAN DO IT TOO... Never give up in solid food. Its not here to break you, its there to make you! Build you! Have faith in what you eat, and give thanks for ever fucking meal cause theres kids out there eating their finger nails for nutrients. Don't ever forget that. What your going throw is a pleasure, its playtime.
Thanks guys
Journey well