Sup guys. Its been a hard fuckin couple of months. My dad, who was also my best friend passed away. It has taken a serious toll on my mind, and body. My chest has been hurting for months. Causing anxiety, and fear. And under all that and the sadness theres this anger. This anger at my dad for leaving me so soon, this anger towards the pain, and this anger at myself. I haven't felt mind to muscle connection, or drive. I've still been training and eating, but I just haven't had any passion. I've always been for the animal brand and lifestyle. No bullshit supplements, no bullshit athletes, and no bullshit in general. So I rewatched about every single videos you guys put out. It put the anger and the fear into a whole new perspective, so I can use it for fuel. You guys have no idea how much all of this shit has helped me. Every single one of you bodybuilders, powerlifters, brand reps, gym rats. You're all a blessing.