The Gospel of Iron

[Felon]

"This is federal inmate A15559CQ..."

Thats my prisoner number. That's what your known as in prison. No one gives a fuck about what your mama called you, to them your just a number and your lucky to even have that. Your nobody. Well, at least that's what they want you to believe. They try to strip you of your identity using control and restraint. Let me ask you something pimp.. what's the biggest form of disrespect that a man can show another man in this life? When you mean so little to someone, your that insignificant and unimportant to that they don't even deem it necessary to even remember your name. In that place your nobody and your soul will have to fight to the death in your body to remember who it is and why it even came down here. Or should i say 'what it is'. You see, 'who' implies that your a person, like with a name and feelings, but after prowling up and down your prison cell all day like some angered Lion who's been captured, you very quickly forget and start to see yourself as this wild and dangerous animal. This beast that no one can look upon. You start to listen to those inner voices that tell you that your no longer a man. You start to believe in your heart of hearts, all those false and negative things which were whispered to you in the darknes of your mind, behind the closed eye. Then throughout your mind you begin to wander, in attempts of getting out of your body where your free, so you look out of the prison bars and you wish you was a bird, because even though they are considered less than a man, they have there wings and therefore freedom, they can go anywhere. So i found my wings. I found the weights...


Felon
HMP HighDown 2012

[Felon]

If anyone is gonna tell my story its gonna me. My wife could probably tell it better because shes been by my side from the beginning and she features on every page, and for me, shes the main character. Same again my little homie, if anyone is gonna play the roll of me or my wife lol (i dont care how good they do it, both of us, which was extremely worrying lol) its dame sure gonna be me and her. Like we once did, before we pushed my man Nix0r to the point where he had to act, and when he acts shit happens. It werent the first time brother, i received warning after warning. I blame my wife!! Simple. Like Nino Brown once said in my man Spike Lee's film 'New Jack City, you know when he was on the stand in court, "If I'm going down I'm taking every mother fucker down with me!"

Sure I know a man is meant to have control over his woman which is true, he should. A husband should steer his wife in the right direction but I can't. I don't. She is like a human tornado. A fucking hurricane. She absolutely scares the hell out of me! Lol And when she drinks her wine i fear for my life. Shes not agressive she just wiI'm just being honest, I do not wear the trousers in my house or should I say houses neither do I wear the skirt. Because she won't let me! If I'm lucky I get to wear nothing and that's when I'm being a good boy. She even washes me in the bath what i like lol cause it gives me time to play with my Wrestlers, because yes you guess it, she even controls how long i can sit in the bath or stand in the shower room, because she says the waters gonna make my skin wrinkle. Oh and she drys me with a towls when get out and creams me after that with olive oil. Which tbh I quite like because the towls are always nice and warm. You know she hangs them on the towl heater. I asked her why I she has to oil me down and why I cannot cream myself and she said, "Omg No! You selfish individual. Your not robbing mummy of that, that's the fun part!" Oh whatever, what a stupid thing to say, who do you know who's skin wrinkles because they stay in the bath to long? I'm not allowed in the shower room on my own either, because I use to wear my Beats headphones in there with me and my ipod. Soooo! So what? Am i the o ly one who likes to listen to a liitle music in the bath or shower? She gets to listen to her classical shit. And she gets to light these really nice smelling candles too but what her if I ask for say the matches to light one.. "No! No you dont mr, what for? No no your gonna burn your finger I'll do it thank you!" Like I'm some kid, I do that a couple of times a week if that, but she just cannot let it go. It didn't even hurt that much really anyway.

But yeah look, back to the powers that be, the main man Nix0r... would I of disrespected him willingly, hell no. Not only have I got a lot of respect for him I generally fear him lol Well in the computer world anyway because at the push of a button he can silence me and my message that I was trying to pass on to these kids that are seriously lost out here. Don't get me wrong... Yeah please and I mean PLEEEASE silence my WIFE! I mean seriously do it now bro, press that or should I say push that button. Immediately!! I'm giving you permission to trust me i am to silence her. I'll even put that shit in writing lol on paper, hell I'll email you aswell and I'll try to call you at the Animal Office, on your home phone and mobile lol PUSH THAT FUCKING BUTTON!!!

But na look, to those members who had there doubts, there should be no doubt in your wondering mind that it's me really typing brother, in your head your know it's me. Because when I talk I don't mumble or stutter like some nervous shy little school boy trying to ask a girl out to the disco. I talk with conviction and confidence like a man. Because I am a man and i therefore state my intentions clearly. Your never be in any doubt or confusion as to if its really me. If I've got something to say to you I'll call you outside the tavern like a man, I'll stand right up in your face and look you deep in your eyes so I can see your soul like I do my wife when we slow dance.

Let's stop this silliness now and talk Bodybuilding... there's far too many interesting and exciting things to talk about concerning building a body than there is this non sense. Let's get it done

Thanks guys

Orthodox
aka It's time to pay the bill

[Nix0r]

I don't officially work for Universal. There is no contact information for me with any of their systems or at their offices, so that won't do you any good. If you need to get a hold of me, do it through PMs. I'll even send you one shortly to get things rolling.

[npcdusty]

ummmmmm....

[Felon]

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Peace to you friend the post I'm about to post in here is not concerning you. Your a real with a real heart and I wish you well

[Felon]

Imma tittle this one.. 'Once a bitch always a butch! '.

And if any of you say your not a butch your a bodybuilder, then your ass best have a picture.

I don't know what's happened to men now a days. There all just bitches. Seriously. I come from a place were men are men. You find love with one woman, your whole life, your work your fingers to the bone, and then some. You build her her castle that she always dreamed of and you build up your muscles in the process. Come on man. Your all a bunch if btches lol Straight up. The thing g is you know your botches. Yeah you do. You know your not a man that's why your on here gossiping like a bunch of school girls. Ive never ever spike on another man personally. I e because I don't know his whole story and two I just don't care. I'm too busy building my baby girls castle. Which I've nearly finished so she tells Mr. I'm making get that in writing. I'm too busy making money money. I dropped 12 K down on the casino table yesterday. I go there to blow money. I find it therapeutic. It's like a firm of meditation. Bluwing money cause I can't train. I've got take 400 mg of Morphine every day just to be able to stand up for 12 hrs behind the desk of my gym. For Princess. Buy her nice things. Pretty things. Shinny things that will bring exitement to her heart. I've gotta take 600 mg of tramadol every day not to mention 6 more life saving medicines and it's all good. I've did that to myself in the process of building up my body. And I have. So to have you bitches speak on me. Omg lol

I look at all the people who I've met over the years. Omg it's like an ocean of bodybuilders. And I'm not just talking about those who have come in my gym and build, taken away or add to there bodies. Im talking everyone. And what's weird is the small circle of friends that I have now. We all got the same shit in common. CT and Mike, Kali, Kai.. I notice were all frim the streets. There killing you youtube. All you suckers are probably fans. I couldn't do the you tube thing because of my buisness. Fly low and fly forever. Maybe lol. Also why half you punks don't know me. I got shot twice and stabbed 11 times in the same attack as me and my Yazmine came back from our place in Mexico. This was 3 years ago now. At Gatwick airport. 7 guys where waiting for me you know to rob me, it was a set up. They jumped me as we arrived back in the car park of the arrival lounge. They knew they had to get me then cause they knew I wouldn't think be carrying obviously and they knew if they would be vulnerable because I was with my Queen. Oooohhhhh I that made so angry to do that in front of her. I'm here still here and there not. But yeah they needed 7 cause of my size. If I was in Teen then I'd of taken out there family's also. My temper on 3 mg of Teen a week lol omfg. But anyway, as they jumped me I picked up my Yazmine, threw her bk in the arrival lounge, kissed her Google bye and I ran back out there. I ended up.smashing all 7 up so one jumped on my back and stabbed me 11 time and when I broke his arm the last one who had function in his arms shot me twice. When they saw that I was still going they am ran off screaming broken to piece and the joke thing was the still couldn't get my Rolex lol True story. Also why I can't be on social media as in my friends videos anymore.

I was talking to my wife about this the other day when we were flying over to florida. When Rich piana (just saying his name now makes me wanna cry fuck man) who was my closest friend died not long ago, I changed. It hurt me because I loved him dearly ( now I'm crying in one of my cars) like a bitch lol Na, i lo ed hom man and im never ever gonna see again or hear hus voice and I can't tell you how much that hurts man. There's so much things I never got to say. So much things we never did. I never got to train arms again but hay. This is the life no? A grown man knows the world he lives in and if you play with fire you get burned. Aventually. But yeah... I have changed. Not in a bad way in a good way on how I see my own self now in bodybuilding. My sole purpose is for the kids who.use my gym. I don't give too fucks about buisness now, I got my gym and the main thing, which has always been the main thing is that my Wife will never ever, and has never ever, had to work a day in her long long life. She's my pride and joy. I got my gym which will keep her in shoes and jewellery and... lol I'm cool. I got my muscles, achieved miracles invthis game player. Not bad for a 9 stone hardgainner who currently sits at 307-315 lbs with BF level of 10%. Not bad at all. And I still got my knowledge not to forget billions of experiences. Experiences that I share with my friends and loves ones. I'll never have to stand on a corner and slang again. I'll never have to take another life hopefully. Of course who's was round the corner. Like my Yazmine said, "You save those last two bullets for us babe!" Fuck I love that woman she's or more a man than some of you bitches lol Straight up. I watched her dance for 6 hrs on 3 broken toes. She never complained once.

There's too many bitches out there man. I call em bitches with testosterone. Me and Kail Muscle were taking about it at the expo. He agrees. He calls them BWT'S. Bitches with testosterone lol hehe. Ok, i know im from the streets so ive had to be over tough and no not everyone has had that around them and no that does not mean your a bitch but you better know when your taking to someone who has. I mean where's the real mother fucker at. Hah? Where's the real *****s at? Seriously, stand up... where's the real bodybuilders at I mean who hafe actually developed there body. Where? Let's see some pictures bodybuilder. Your talk a good one but you don't do what your suppose to do to do. Picture, now, where? Coming on my thread talking about 'Trol' and this and that. Yeah granted it is a very unusual thing what's happened hence why I'm now back on here at the moment (through the grace of my man Nix0r) to sorted out. It's not just on here it's happening. I've got some serious fucking things happen here around me and I'm trying my hardest to deal with it without my Yazmine catching wind. God forbid they go on her social media.
She's got millions of followers. You got know idea what's going on pal. You little idot. Sorry Nix0r but I've explaining to you bro. These fools. I commented on a couple of threads, raised a thew issuess. Check what ones Rex, the same threads any true bodybuilder would raised. Cardio, Diet, not fucking what colour animal T-shirt do you wear. Like most of you. Cause your bitches. I ain't ever been concerned with what another man wears. What are you my wife asking
asking me my opinion on her outfit. Lol I don't care what fucking T-shirt you wear mother fuckering wear.

I wonder where I knew your name from. When I was reading through Solutions thread you were all over about me. Let me to you pal. And best listen. If you got problem with me then we're arrange it where we can meet face to face. No problem. I come over there now every 2 weeks to put flowers in my friends grave. Your probably some little broke bitch so I'll even fly to you. Seriously I will come directly to your mother fucking house and I will... listen to me you little bitch shut the fuck up and stop taking my name. You know who you are N MOTTA. Seriously shut that little nasty bitch ass lipstick wearing mouth that you got. STOP TAKING MY NAME. If you think I. Joking... TRY ME! Go on brave boy go...I'll even fly straight to you. All your little butch as will have to do is put your high heels on and come to the door. Go on.. PM me your details and we're get this shit rolling. Then your see who and what I am. You wanna shout my name. You wanna bullying let 18 year old boys no matter how disturbed he is. I tell what, at least he had the minerals to stand up to you about me. I can't tell you how much live and respect I've got for him fur doing that. Cause he knew you was a little bitch. Yeah. He knew it. If you ever and I mean ever to my name again it's gonna be so bad for you. Do it. Go on. Try me. Your tough guy int ya. You know me so well, then you got no worries. Try me PM your details. If not for the sake of my man Nix0r, SHUT THE DUCK UP ABOUT ME, go in talking about different colour animal T-shirt like a woman. You little bitch. If you was here bro I swear to God and everything holy, I would have your little bitch as in one of my Yazmine fur coats and some come fuck me boots and your ads would be on the hoe stretch. Like some little brass over in Amasterdam. I'd pump out cause you come across to me the way you talk and carry your self like a little bitch bro. Serious listen to you. Be a big brave boy and PM your details. I'm over there next week. I'll even fly to you cause I know your broke. You ain't got know money or muscle. Your either skinny with no muscle or your fat with no cuts.

You bitches man. Like my boy CT says, "99.9 % of you *****s ain't shit and half of you *****s ain't shit, and most of you *****s ain't shit!"

I'm a bodybuilder because I've built up my body but fist and foremost imma mother fucking man.
mma very very serious bodybuilder ok. I could silence my critics with one picture. Not an old a mother fucking 'today one' as in right now, in my iphone 8 AND i aint evev lifted a weight in two years. I cant and never will again but i still look better than bar maybe two of you who are Pros, which means jack shot to me because I roll with em. I've eaten, trained and did cardio with everyone of on that olympian stage, except Big Rammy and I like in the fucking UK. I know em all. Not one of em would come to the UK and leave without first coming to see me. But this buisness and it's got jack shit to do with you. But being pro dont hold no weight with me. It don't mean jack shut now. What's it mean to hold a pro card now. I could do 2 nationals now in my state and get one lol I'm 307-8 lbs with a body fat level of 10% which is defo to high and nothing to brag about but a couple of dierettics and I'm in the lower end of so gle digits. I can start peaking in a in two days. Because is already tight. My body fat is beyond under control. I am 5'11 my are circumference is 21" which is embarrassing became at my Peak when me and my Yazmine where eating Sushi 6 times a day. Even my wife was doing it lol I'm talking 'contest arm' bro not that fat fucking sausage arm most of you are probably carrying. I have done my time in this game and some so I don't get star struck. I dint give two fucks if your called a pro or what done. You talking to a bodybuilder you just remember that shit. Not a banker/bodybuilder or a fireman/bodybuilder. A 100% 24 fucking 7 bodybuilder. I've been doing this long time buddy. All my long life. Thousands and thousands of meals and reps, sets, if pills and liquid. Not to mention tear drops and drops of blood.

Who knows who you are? Cause you wont post a picture. A picture speaks a thousand words. Like npcdusty said (and i like him he speaks with logic of the heart not from it) if we see puctures we dont need to talk. Let's all let our body's speak. Let's post pics. This is a bodybuilding site init. If your unclear on who I am let's post some pics. Do you know what my nick name is over here in the bodybuilding world, Bertil Fox. Cause I have an impressive body I guess and I'm mixed race. Plus I'm very very crazy in my temper and train of thought. Infant the only one safe from my temper is my wife. Who I've never shouted at once in 33 years. Bertil Fox...Google him. You probably do the even know who he is do ya? Hah? Bertil fox. And if you do you were probably a fan of Arnold. He made Arnold look like a matchstick and Surgio. Same time on the same stage bit because he were a brown nose with the Judges like Arnold cleverly was, he never won the Olympic. He, like my man and friend Kai, would never ever sell out to the politics of the competition and Judges. Half of which look like shit a d have never lifted a day in there life. There like you. You talk a good one but you ain't got shit. Or have you let's see... let's post some today pics. This is a bodybuilding forum, well let's all be bodybuilders. Rex, there gonna be posting mine right besides yours. Sizing ours off. And the way you looked in that video watched (cause since ice come bk on I've tried to follow ya cause i respect ya) imma kill serioysly. Your bodyfat is too high to place beside me. I'mma heavy weight pal. You gotta go bk to what you was doing before because I'm being honest and I've already told ya, you've strayed too far from your genentics. Now i dont know if it's too put on more size but you have. You've lost vascularity and that's never ever a good sign. Because it means your either putting on more body fat or your holding more water.

Out of respect to Nix0r I'm making call it. You got a problem be a man and PM don't drop snidey little comments on my thread like a little bitch. If your not fat and your taking about another man then you must be a little bitch.

Orthodox

[Felon]

Nix0r I'm sorry for that last post. You gave me a chance to come back on back on here so I can monitor things my end and stop people my end coming on here. And I am grateful for that. As npcdusty has just rightly corrected me. You have had enough dramas from or through me and I'm sorry bro.

Your a gd mam and I wish well apart from that little bitch made punk. Nix0r i respect you you know bro

Journey Well

Orthodox