I have to say your drive, willingness to sacrifice and positive outlook is inspiring. I recently have to decided to try and gain, which is funny cause I use to 300lbs but not in the good way. After losing 125lbs I started wishing for some strength back, honestly at first fearing going back. But reading and watching your journey has given me some confidence that I can do this. My son set the bar the other day telling me "daddy you need to get bigger to be superman" he is 4 so you can depend on him to lay it out there. Personal goal for me would to big being under 10% body fat.