Finally i am ready to start a journey....this is my life....a lil background on me....my name is sunny....i work 10-12 hr night shift six nights a week....i am an on duty manager for a hotel....its hard sometimes to juggle school, work and gf issues.....but then theres this place i go to ....its not that far...its just 3 miles from my house.......i count the minutes i get off work and have to get ready to go there.....i grab my stuff and my music and head on that way.......people are usually amazed by how impatient i become when i am late to get there.......its the place i find peace and satisfaction at......i love to go there when i am angry, sad, deperessed or when my gf kicks me out of the house.......most commonly known as a gym......i like to think of it as a sacred place...a place to find peace...sure i go to church when i am sad when i feel like i need extra help to get me through some issues....but my gym is sacred to me too...i feel secure and confident when i there.....there are all kinds of people there...i dont wanna bad mouth them but u no what i am talking about......scrwny lil kids who thinks they will impress some blonde by benching 200lb and then end up screaming for help u no.....i usually have my "i am not here to talk" or "shut the fuck up and train" t-shirt on with bullet for my valentine blaring on my i-pod.......yes i am a heartbroken idiot......my first love cheated on me cause i was in a different state for college...but then i found better love in kourtney....my gf...my love...my everything.......but i am not gonna sit here and talk about my gf........its about my love for iron...my passion and my goal to be bigger and stronger........i dont intend to compete but i do like to stand out in a crowd......or when people look at you and ask the silly question.....u no the one question...do u workout? or how much do ya bench......they dont understand that i am not here to impress them...i am just here to impress myself......i would rather have a bigger body than a bigger ego......sure u feel small when ur benching 215lb and this other guy comes in racks the weight up and presses 350lb....so big deal....i will get there.....that guy is not someone to be scared of...or jealous of...that guy is my motivation.....u just push what u feel is right...not what ur ego tell u to do.....i have found much love and support form people on here and learned a lot...sure ia m newbie and i am strill learning.......i remember when i was in high school and really fat.....i fell in love and started boxing and working out.....i usued to box for my school......my dad bought me the first set of bench and some dumbells and weights to get me started.....yes my dad was a bodybuidler when he was young...he is my inspiration......its that day and today..nothign has changed.....every thing is same........my love for iron.....my passion for bigger arms......my will to workout.....except now i am bigger...stronger and i wanan continue to grow......so join me brothers...on my journey...my path... ....as i walk on this road less travelled...and hope to meet u guys in the end.......